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Hey Ginny! This one's for you !

  Prabhash. The name alone feels like a balm — like someone whispering peace into my storm. It takes the weight off my chest, quiets the chaos in my mind, and fills the cracks in my heart with a kind of warmth I thought only existed in fairy tales. I didn’t know it then — how could I? I was just a girl, naive, clumsy with love — but I had struck gold. On my very first try. God doesn’t make men like him anymore. He was , is , and always will be the definition of a “Man in Love.” And somehow, impossibly, I was the one lucky enough to be loved by him. He tells me I brought light into his life, that I helped shape the man he became. But if I was a light, he was the sun — steady, unwavering, shining on the most broken parts of me. He held space for my chaos, my indecision, my mess. He saw me at my worst, and loved me harder. He held faith in us, even when I wasn’t around to remind him we were real. Fifteen years. As someone once said — even Ram had a vanwaas for only fourteen....

Time to Take the Stage!

Hey, readers! I’ve shared a lot with you in my blogs, and now, it’s your turn to share your stories. This is your moment to speak, and I’m excited to hear from you! Here are two questions that you can answer if you feel like sharing. You can send your stories anonymously if you'd prefer: Tell me about the one who got away . How did you know it was love ? I’d love to hear your thoughts and experiences, so feel free to drop me an email at singhsoni2302@gmail.com . I’m waiting with bated breath!

The Brassy lad!!

 I met him online, sounds like a cliche in today's world however right off the bat even before us meeting, in the talking stages itself, it never felt like I was talking to a stranger. We could talk for hours on end and I was charmed by his quick wit and humor. One such conversation that comes to mind is when I suggested coffee after having spoken to him the entire night(almost) and his reply to that was, "Coffee doesn't make sense now that you have already spent the night with me". Any other girl would have taken offense however in my head this one line made me want to meet him even more. I know, I am not an average girl that way! He was tall and charming, witty, funny and the most striking thing about him was his passion for his work. He was gonna build something that he could be proud of. That was very new to me as I had never met anyone so passionate about their work. Goes without saying that the date went really well and we started seeing each other every week. W...

Feels like home!

 My sweet little bug, I wrote you this silly note right after we met. I know it hasn't been an easy ride but I am thankful everyday you had the patience and steadfastness to wait for me. You never waivered and you have never, ever led me wrong. I trust you implicitly. I have never known the feeling of being accepted for who I just am not who I could be or should be. Thank you for giving me that and giving me a safe home from which to plan and dream and do the rest of my life, and our lives. Love you, baby boy! 

The unexplained goodbye!!

  I was in love once. Deep, crazy, inconceivable love. We were so much alike and completely hooked on each other from the moment we met. I was amazed I was able to find someone so perfect, thinking “this is the kind of guy you marry.” I wasn’t ever going to let him get away. Our love was exactly how the movies play it out to be: wrapped up in each other like we might drift away, making friends sick with our infatuation, completely consumed and trying to inhale each other fully.  We were Noah and Ally plucked right out of The Notebook.  It was the most intensely passionate experience I’d ever had. We were a team, we were best friends; nothing could go wrong as long as we were together. And then the unthinkable happened. I self sabotaged the relationship, walked away from him without giving him any explanation whatsoever.  Trust me when I say, the  most painful places to be in is the one where you feel regret, guilt, and pain for losing someone you see as too much...

To the one that got away!

  "You like because, you love despite.." To the love of my life, You and I coming together was serendipity at its best.   I guess it's worth reminiscing the good ol' days for the last time and  I write this letter that I don't know will ever reach you but still might be worth a shot. That one last phonecall  that took it all away from me!!  If only I had the courage back then to call you back and fix things. I know you waited for me to come back to you but I just didn't realize it then. There is this excruciating pain in my chest and I don't know where to let it all out so here I am taking shelter in my writing all over again. I keep re visiting our chats coz that is the last thread that I have to you, to see how your mind works, how beautiful a person you are that I do not have access to anymore. You once mentioned that everyone that you got close to gets taken away from you and I think I am cursed that way too! For us, I believe there is no ending, becau...

Have you arrived in life!?!

Your journey is not going to be that you want but it is gonna be the one that you need. I have been told this time in and time out but I never really understood this until now. Three years back when I was working with IBM and was on the verge of getting a promotion, I got this news that the company is in losses and is cutting down on the workforce. It never really bothered me because I was exceptional at my job and in my head I had nothing to worry about. I remember I was out celebrating a friend's birthday when I got the news that the management has finalised the list of people they are going to let go of and I was on that list. I was shattered. I went to work the next day, tried talking to my manger and got a blatant reply that it is not him but the higher bosses who have decided on that god forsaken list and there is nothing that can be done. So,I started looking for new jobs however, the market was so bad at that point that none of the companies were hiring back then. ...