Life as it happened to me!!

I still remember how we started talking!Been the most beautiful year and a half journey and now I wonder what went wrong! Re-reading old messages puts you in the best mood for ten seconds then slaps you back to reality and you realize how much things have changed. I wish you would have replied to that last text of mine,given me a chance to explain myself!I messed up ..Spoiled the one selfless thing that I had encountered in years outside family thinking it was too good to be true. Myabe you will never forgive me but I am still writing this in the hope that you don't hate me as much as I hate myself in this moment! Last night when I was going through our old chats , I saw a text from you where you had promised to never hurt me but guess what,I am hurting now and I can't even complain because it's all my mess! Guess I just wanted to apologize for how things went between us.Please forgive me if you can! I wish I could get to hear all the name iterations from you first...

I went to find love and ended up losing myself!The only thing I want now is to rediscover myself,to get away from the numbness that I have been experiencing from the last few days.I want to be at peace with myself which seems impossible now. Someone rightly said that the greatest drug for a human is another human being. I grew up reading stories of happily ever after,true love,now I  only wonder if there really is any such thing in this world.I don't mean to be bitter but cannot really help feeling this way. In today's instant makeup ,instant breakup world such a love is not just hard to find but almost an unattainable mission that everyone wishes to complete. I found a man who wrote about me ,sang songs for me,I thought I had found my soulmate,loved him with all my heart  but that love left me heartbroken,only to realise that nothing was exclusive! The dream was shattered!That was the first time I had to grow up!The first time I faced the cruel face of the outer w...

Dear you, I have nothing but words today and have resorted to the same to say my final goodbye. Destiny! I don't even know if these words would mean anything to you but I'll say them anyway. You were right when you said we were each other's counterparts. It was more than friendship,it was something special something greater. No guy stirred my soul as you did. I know, because it hurts. My actions in the past few months don't justify it I guess but what I have for you is the purest form of love. No one can take that away from me. Here i am writing to you, oblivious to the surroundings, oblivious to my work. i tried, i tried too hard to not think about you but failed. i want to say a lot of things but it's best to keep them to myself. If at any point in life you feel you need me, just write to me. I'll miss you. Love, Me!